Kill me now for being so senti type of girl right now but... why is it that when we realize that someone's that important to us, that someone will either be leaving us soon or already gone? what a sad ending ne? and that's the exact situation I'm in right now.. so sad... I hate myself.. look I have something to confess right now, i like somebody. yes, i do and its weird for me to like somebody, but hey what can I do?! XD now... he'll be leaving soon... like this coming week... i just dont know when exactly... and i have this heavy feeling inside me. I'm not sure what or why... its just because he's leaving..... and its giving me the ff things: a) this heavy feeling. b) reasons of crying. c)heartbreak? d)guilt. this sucks.. --;

When did I last blogged? I can't remeber... cos my mind's blocked at the moment.. sheesh... *sweatdrop* yesterday was friday and today is saturday. I'm starting to talk non-sense again... *rolls her eyes* anyhooz, I went to surrender my correspondence booklet to our teacher earlier today. Unbelievably, the school is soo damn quiet. lol.. I was hoping he's there.. but no.. owels... haha.. ^__^;;;

After visiting the school earlier this afternoon, me and my mom went to a mall. Of all time, days, and place... my my... I had this strong feeling about seeing someone I know.. and I did... I saw our student teachers from La Salle.. haha.. i saw them like... with the expression of.. omg they're here... O__o; owels and nevermind!

I really want to watch Dare Devil! too bad my dear brother ain't around.. lol.. he's in a friend's birthday and he'll return tomorrow... XD. Now, I'm thinking of watching the Ring Trilogy again.. erm.. okay.. I really want to watch "the eye"... what's that? it's a mandarin scary movie..... it's even scarier than the ring! lol.. must watch ne ^___^ whuahahahahahaha.... evilness!

Why is it that sometimes instead of being happy we feel the oppposite thing? I mean, hey... I really SHOULD be happy for not having school tomorrow... but now.. i feel sooo sad? gee i am SICK.. *sigh* I don't know what I'm really feeling right now.. like... I need to finish my projects cos they're due this friday... i need to study extra hard cos the exams are soo fast approaching...

our friendship in the school paper office is falling apart. just this morning i learned that Naji and Mafe have this big gap cos of the sports fes.. I mean, naji has the right to get mad at her because she's the sports editor and mafe's a the associate editor, and sports writing isn't her forte. its naji's field so naji should be the one writing for it. but no... mafe told naji "Mas mataas rank ko sayo!". like as if!!! and the nerve.... its not that i'm on naji's side eh... ano... it doesnt mean that mafe can just take-over writing a sports article even if her rank is higher than the sports editor.. because writing a sports article is different from what mafe usually writes. she writes poetry, essays, and such.. and there are some terminologies in sports writing that makes it a bit different from news articles.. anyhooo... i cant open the subject up..... hehe! spoiler ba? XD

Earlier at class, nothing i was just happy! why? cos of our student teacher! hehe.. he was sitting in front of me and i was like almost touching his bald head! LOL... but i couldnt cos he's always turning his head back at me everytime i said something or simply giggle cos i'm not feeling well! whatever... and then he suddenly asked me things like, what's your position in class?, are you really feeling sick?, sort of things, eh.. he'd even ask my name if my classmates didn't keep on saying it in front of him e! XD lol... owels... XD i don't want to continue the story na nga! its a bit nakakabangag eh!

Here I am again, blogging. But if you think I'm not busy... think again.. i am. I'm actually not in the mood working on projects and stuff. Like.. I have been working very hard for the pass 2 day, in other words the whole weekened, just to finish those projects I thought I need to submit today. and here i am taking a very short break.. we had school last saturday so i didn't really 'have' my usual weekend break.. *sigh* and the only things that entertain me as of now are those normal things we do in school. okay.. so that showed a side of me.. child-like ne? ^__^;;;

Annyhoo, I've been visiting and clicking unknown links from my guestbook and other daily spills i usual read.. and found few good links... mostly, its a filipino-owned site... I never knew that there's that number of fil sites around the net! lol... Okay... I know only a few so i never really expected a lot 'kababayans'. Upon seeing their sites, blogs, etc.. now i think I really must update and put some good contents here. lol... i don't wanna find myself out of F-PD, do i? XD. oh and yeah...surprise surprise! early morning an unexpected thing shocked my sleepy eyes... what? I saw our student teacher from de la salle turned bald today! and to my surprise... after greeting my teacher good morning i greeted him... "uh.. goo...ood..mor..ning... si...er?" then "NAGPAGUPIT SYA?!" LOL... humiliation!!!!!! sorrie for i was "bangag" this morning because of the fire drill and awarding of the "best in........" hehe.. got meself an award! XD haaayyy... he's cuter tuloy! and my friends are daring me to ask him something awful! the nerve..... as if i can walk my way to the faculty room and ask him that! what'll my teachers goin to think of me?! >_<|||

Weekend came and weekend ends around 6 hours from now. I have finished my projects that are due tomorrow morning and now, I'm thinking what project shall i do next.. *sigh* I have been bored to death since yesterday evening and so i have decided to do projects, read chapter of our book that needs to be read, finish homeworks, and study in advance. Am I that bored?! I'm so bored that I am actually studying lessons and doing school papers... gee... I really need to get a life. lol. XD. The only useful thing I am currently doing is sketching and that's all. I have stopped writing poems and articles for some time now because of lack od inspiration. I have been problematic and pissed off for the past weeks, or months rather. I'm pressured at college entrance exams results and college interviews and other related college admission stuff, thesis papers and projects and other school papers I need to submit this week, family problems, and other problems i have right now. See how problematic i am now? I wish i'm at my brother's shoes right whose only problem at the moment is his girlfriend left him for some unknown reason that i do not wish to know why. I mean is that it? He's dateless the other day which is valentines day while his unstable grade in araling panlipunan needs greater attention... I think he's weird while he thinks I'm weird because of my academic problems.. I don't get him. like the heck should i care about being dateless for the past 4 years of my life i love being free from more headaches. school's giving me a lot already, and i think they're enough for now. this post is so... non-vday stuff ne? XD

I was just wonderin.... why is it that when we have this admiration to a certain person we feel so happy and complete just when we see that certain person? I just don't get it or its just me...? LOL... Well okay, don't take that thing seriously.. i was just wonderin! =P why i asked that? secret!! XDXD. Anyway, I'm still alive and breathing after the week. With all those things to do and to finish I successfully survived another week of tortures and craziness. hehe! In school, me and my friends have created a society and guess what?! They voted me as the founder! LOL... What is it? Its called the "BananaQ Society". why and what's up with the name? Simply because we always eat bananaQ every dismissal. Another thing is that we are all eating it at the same time while surfing the net looking for things like Stroboscopic effect, different currency of different countries, oekaki-ing, posting on boards, chatting, etc etc.. XD How's my life? Its as busy as ever. our exams are just waiting around the corners, projects are needed to be submitted this coming week together with its defenses (if ever they have one). we are loaded with homeworks, lectures, lessons, tests, and other preparation for some extra activities... *sigh* wow.. I'll surely miss high school in college.. XD

This might be the creepiest day of my life. Why? Because.... Earlier, I was lying on a bed alone and crying (why am i crying? Its my own business already). and so i was crying on a bed that is not mine. after crying my out and finally stopped to gather myself up I quietly stared at the empty tv at the room of my grandmother's. I was staring at it and when i started to look at the empty screen already, i was a guy. A burned guy looking at me O__o I mean i was so scared and surprise that it's actually looking at me! I saw him at the window and it is way too impossible for somebody to be standing outsude that window because it's closed. After the window glass is a metal cage-like structure coverred with screen. and when I look at the window it is empty. Could it be? I saw a ghost? or if not, what was it? it is impossible for just a reflection cos mainly the window can't not reflect on an empty wood can it? >__<"" *shudders* waaaaiii what was that?! I do not want to think I saw a ghost or something. eventhough i know it is lol... Today, I saw the UPCAT results. and as expected i didn't make it XD. LOL.. it's okay.. i already found myself a school anyway. ^__^;;

Hello all! Guess what?! got the new layout up! XD lol.. obvious isn't it? (/^.^)/ hehe... got nothing much to say really... so ja ne...btw, the other pages are not yet finish! but I'm workin' on it!! promise ;)

testing for the 4th time? ...and .omg....... IT FINALLY WORKED!! woohooo!!!!! Okay.. yay!! XD