LIMINALITY

This is basically Erised's online journal archive site. This is where my old blog posts are moved from my domain journal.

March 28, 2003

Wheeee.. today's not so boring! ^__^ lol.. i bet i started my day right.. ^^; not bad... i better do it again tomorrow... nyahahahahaha.. i woke up early today @_@; ate my breakfast and planned to sleep again after that lol.. but hehe.. someone came... rosemarie came to see me! lol.. este.. she asked me to go with her to sm.. (its a local mall) and so.. eventhough i havent taken my bath yet, i went lol.. =X and as hrm.. a reward for going with her just for her to have her pictures off.. well, she treated me to lunch, an ice cream, and some arcade tokens... teeheee... ^__^. After that, of course, i headed home to take my bath! XD.

Then later this afternoon, i started working on this sketch. i'm now oer with the hair's first coating.. hehe.. slow ne? owel.. must practice a lot!.. ^^;; haha.. and now.. i'm erm.. chatting? oiya, today's lemnear's graduation and omg.... it started around 3 or 3.30 (i think) and ended around 9.15 pm ..i mean.. omg.. a graduation that long?! >____<. our graduation lasted about 3pm - 7pm... its like tooo long and boring... lol... poor lem, he said he's sooo hungry.. XDXD, okay, i think i'll end it here then.. got nothing to say anymore.. *sweatdrop*

March 27, 2003

hrm.. I think i really need to say this: SORRY! Honto ni gomenasai!! XD. >__<. Why? hehe.. for hrm.. is it a day? okay, whatever.. for doing something stupid. well, *someone* forgot to change the 'url' and the 'filename' of the blog in the 'settings'... so sorry. hehe.. i thought t'was the templates. really baka ne? ^__^()() so.. erm.. if people visited last night and earlier today (Philippine time).. you'll only see blogger codes... nyahahahahaha.. so.. there goes... i have nothing more to say.. hope that minna can see entries again.. XD.

Anyhow, like what i've said in the last entry, if you'd read it bacause i'm pretty sure nobody read it yesterday, XD i'll watch a movie or something.. and yeah i did... hrm.. to unfortunately, i can't watch Gangs of New York.. why does it have to be Rated-18?! ;____; i really want to watch it... haiz.. i'll just try tomorrow! Okay, since i can't watch gangs of new york, i just settled down for just married.. and yeah its funny!! lol.. if been hearing comments from people i know... waaaiii what's wrong watching a movie alone?! what's up eating in a resto all by yourself?! i don't get it.. lol.. and ~~whuahahahhaha.. i'm used being a alone and yeah i think i'm strong enough to defend myself.. ^__^

anyway, for now, i'll just have to wait for the vcd or dvd to come out... XDXD. oiya, i have scanned new sketches also.. XD and i'll be working on them tonight, tomorrow, and the following days to come.. wish me luck not to spoil the sketches up! there's this biiig probability i might... so.. ja.. matte ne ^__^

March 26, 2003

erm... okay... new layout? hehe.. that's all...gaaaahhh honestly, i don't feel like blogging at all.. i feel sooo friggin' lifeless! *sigh* for 2 days, i'm locked up in my room rolling round my bed changing from one channel to another... geeee... what a 'life'. i'm desperate of having a life. i hate vacation.... i rather have a whole-year round of school! i swear... well, except to have annoying projects and papers and all... lol. but to have this kind of lifeless everydays... =______=;;;; makes me feel sooo sick... okay.. so like this, i'm planning to erm... go out tomorrow.... to a mall or somewhere else... then ano... i'll scan new sketches? so that i can have something to do? hehe.. man i'm really bored.. i'm just waiting for Keen to 'announce' the start of the making our of yearbook.. hehe.. so that we'll all go to school and have work to do.. i'll die here.... its sooo boring.. and yeah, Gangs of New York is already out.. so... whuahahahahaha.. i'll watch it tomorrow! who cares if i'll watch it alone?! XD

March 24, 2003

a~re? i thought i blogged today already lol... okay so i haven't.. anyway, here goes... i met my barkada today! hehe.. our grad patry.... well okay... our barkada's graduation party.. in a form of lunch.. non-stop lunch!! so since lunch, i've been eating foods....... LOL... i'm soo full.... and after that as soon as i arrived at our house, i asked the maid to cook somethng for me... lol... am i hungry or what?! after around 30 minutes... i ate dinner... >____<... now... erm... i'm hungry again.... i want to eat something... sweet? gaaaahhh enough of foods!

I cant believe guys... and how they think. its just soo confusing! its been days since i'm trying to figure out something. haha.. and yeah, i cant figure him out. since that day i found out that he likes me.. i started losing my 'interest'. i cant understand why? LOL... heck.... now, i'm erm.. not answering any of his messages... lol... weiiiirdness! and i posted this picture of sadako.. yes believe it or not she's sadako, the long-haired woman coming out of the well and tv screen in The Ring Japanese Version... XD and guys in the bbs drooled and erm... became perverted?! LOL... normal for a guy to do that?? heck.. i dont know...

March 23, 2003

*Sigh* What a boring day.. ain't it? today i just ate and surf the net.. that's all.... and that's what i call life?! man i'm sooo in need of a "LIFE". lol.. owel.. i'll just rant-about... anything goes!

I still cant believe our batch graduated as a whole. and for me its just so unfair. friggin' unfair. why? call me cold-gearted or evil or something nasty, whatever.. but i really think some of my classmates should really stay another year in high school and that they do not deserve their high school diploma. haha.. hell yeah.. i have this classmate and she's worst than a third grader. i tell you.. i know nobody's perfect and nobody's born bobo... just tanga (sorry for the words).. but its true... how can you accept somebody like her? she writes like an elementary student, a six grader's words, vocabulary, and grammar might even be better than hers. mind you i'm not judging her from my own opinion or whatsoever.. its just plain description. if i'll be able to scan or get samples of her work.. i would love to just to prove what i'm saying are all plain descriptions.. lol.. if i'll judge her... well... it'll be worse than those words i said earlier about her.. lol... I'm meeeaaaannn! and i'm writing mean stuff today!! XD nevrrmind.... i'm just bored... that classmate fo mine failed all 9 units from 1st quarter till the 4th.. so tell me how on earth did she passed?! unfair ain't it? i hate my school.

enough of that, here's another story.... last friday i went to here for my interview... i was waiting for my turn and was looking down the corridors... its waaay too different from the corridors of my school! i mean, i'll surely miss those corridors i once have in the fourth floor...... i mean, if i'll compare ust to my school... its soo different! i like my school better ata.. but what the heck.. i must move on to another level of this thing called education. lol... it co-ed... i'm from a private school for girls... spare me... onegaishimasu.. >__<. okay... i have my reasons coming back to my school every week... i miss the corridors and i miss the iced tea! XD whuahahahahaha..

Now, i'm confused... there's this guy who said he's an incoming fourth year, but then he's studying in a computer school and that he'll be college next year.... talk about things... but what the heck is that?! its sooo confusing! lol... la lng... told you people i'm sooo bored.. as in bored to death.. XD... and i just realized... i didnt make any sense about today's entry,..... XD

March 20, 2003

March 20 is a date to be remember. why? it is the day wherein i'm officially out of high school as the war between US and Iraq begins... whuahahahahahahahaha.. what a day! and wheeee... i didnt cry while singing of our graduation song! unlike my classmates.... my mom said that i'm a stone for not crying... LOL... so what? i'll still be seeing my friends after this day anyway... so why do i have to cry? instead of crying i'm in a sort of a laughing state.. lol (okay it didnt make any sense at all)... hehe... anyway, 'he' introduced himself to my mom... gee... i never really expected that to happen... XD he's the first guy to do that to my mom... LOL... whuahahahaha... and my mom thought he's the one asking me to be his partner on their graduation ball... lol.. i just said "no ma, he's from la salle not from san beda.." ... la lang... its sort of new to me e... XD okay... i'm sooo O-A na... let's just celebrate shall we?

CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL GRADUATES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! {2002-2003}

March 19, 2003

i just came back from school... well, we were suppose to watch Ring 2 here.. but my brother lend it to his friends... *sigh* owel... *rolls her eyes* oooommmmmmmgggggg tomorrow's our graduation!!!!!!!!!! i dunno what to feel... excited? nah... okay not that excited but yeah i am... XD. nervous? yeah, what if somethin went wrong?! *hopes not* the white silhouettes?! eeeekkkkkk!!! noway. oh ei i have to make a letter for my adviser... bbl! ^__^

[EDIT]Gee, how nice... you know what? I'm posting this 'edit' in an internet cafe. why? because someone kicked me out of my computer at home.. this is his graduation gift to me.. "go and internet somewhere else". damn. i hate him.. he's a dirty old man.. and old geezer i tell you.. an uncle he is.

anyhow, for the past 2 days i have blogged, but yeah you ppl didnt see it.. but i did posted it and published it.. ther was this problem about the orginal layout i made.. so fixed thingies up and what else? i'm pissed.. oh yeah, tomorrow's our graduation and *his* last stay in school... how sad... so is that a valid reason to cry tomorrow? nah.. i think not.. i'll try not to cry while singin the graduation song... it'll be sad cos what the heck, i'll still be able to see my friends this vacation because of the yearbook, we still have grad celebrations to do.. *wheeeee* hehe.. what else? hrmm... oh yeah, three of my 'best friends' will be studying at the same campus i'll be in next year.. whuahahahahahahaha.. well except for seth.. she'll be in UP-LB... ;_; waaaiii i'll miss her!!! [/EDIT]

March 18, 2003

in case you were wonderin of the sudden change of layout last night (philippine time).. yeah i was just bored.. XD but i did plan to change to layout anyways.. I have worked for this layout for 2 day.. believe it or not LOL... i'm too lazy... so.. excuse this little grad layout for my blog! XD

I was from our practice... as usual.. *sigh* we've been doing practices from 8am - 7om for 2 consecutive days... and i feel soo restless and sleepless... ^^;; owel... at least... today's our last practice! whuahahaha... but nevertheless i'll still go to school tomorrow to get the invitations for my mom and brother.. hehe!

Talk about grad practices... today's the last yet the scariest... why? earlier, we were practicing for the black theatre that we'll be presenting for our graduation this thursday.. we were at rushed because we lack time... anyhoo, while practicing the steps in the auditorium here's what happened: the cd jumps back and forth like those pirated ones.. lol; we heard heavy footsteps around the stage (those things that erm... like they're in a hurry or something..); we saw white shallow silhouettes, like for me, i saw something sitting at the second floor balcony near the stairs... i also saw something like a white silky thing passed by in front of me, and there's someone sitting besides my classmate in front us... >__< man that was scary and creepy.. lol.. our teacher felt cold though it was extremely hot in the auditorium cos it was lunch.. eh.. we decided to leave the place and continue the practice in another room... far away the auditorium and it went well... lol... creepy ain't it? XD hehe..bwehehehe.. talk about unforgettable experience!

March 14, 2003

Finally its friday! hehe.. today's the last day of school for the undergrads in our school... we also had this last mass for this school year... but for us, graduating students, we still have a week... *sigh*.. but for some students like me, i still have around.... a month and a half to 2 months to stay in school.. why? because we still hafta fix and compile facts, pictures, and other things for our yearbook! hehe... so.. i have one good reason not to cry during graduation day! lol... XD hehehehe..

today, i went home feeling a little bit guilty.. why? i left *someone* behind.. i mean it asked me to wait for it but i got tired(?) of waiting and left alone lol.. okay not alone as in totally alone or anything i was with my firend.. XD i just wished it'll not get mad at me or anything... hehe.. well, on the brighter side of it, if i went home with it again then maybe my mom saw us together! lol.. hehe.. i never expected my mom to be home this early.. so.. whew.. hehe.. nothin... ^^;;; yeah and i have to go? i'll go watch a movie.. hrm.. Maid in Manhattan? haha.. not sure... XD

March 12, 2003

Just when i thought that i'd be that relaxed... *sigh* it was all a big mistake.. yes Today's the start of our graduation practice and the only thing that we'll do is to practice, practice, practice... and it is tiring!! really tiring! like imagine from 7.40 in the morning... endless vocalization and singing till 3 in the after noon. well of course we have breaks in betweens but to sing for the whole day? do you think i still have the voice to sing tomorrow? haha.. i do not think so! but owel.. as if i have a choice?! ^__^()()

well, asides from singing songs for the graduation, i had this little side-line of checking the final english examinations of the grade 9 students.. lol.. both sections of it! XD i love checking their papers!! its like checking some third graders' test!! lol.. there was one who can't even spell the word THEIR right! and she passed till grade 9?! shocking ain't it? and there's this one who spelt Tom Sawyer to Tom Soyer.. how.. disturbing... --;

March 11, 2003

I was supposedly postin this yesterday... but due to some *DNS FAILURE* of my internet connection, i wasn't. great ai'nt it? owel... "can't bring back yesterday". hehe.. so, i guess yesterday's the last day of our sufferings.. *whuahahahahahahahahahahahaha* why? simpky because of this... yesterday was the date of our last exam, which is statistics; also yesterday we finished our defense in english, we had our last 2 quizzes in Triginometry and Advance algebra, and finished our last summative exam in economics which is the computation (the elasticity of demand and supply, shortage and surplus, GNP, sort of things..). yes yesterday's a day of computations. brain draining XD and and a very good timing for my fever.. i wasn't feeling well yesterday yet i manageto take all those tests full of maths?! i just hope that my answers aren't screwy or anything X__x lol..

Well for today's entry... hrm.. what? ah.. yes... she made a site for our barkada.. that's something unusual...(well yeah for me..) lol.. Today's a ..i dunno what kind of day.. well, lookie, i had my defense in ecnomics, "made" (actually i just 'copy and paste' -d it) my computer project, and our little 'fashhion show' in home eco... nice ne? our group's the one assigned for the cooking... it's tiring but we had fun anyway! ^__^()(). Oh yeah cooking dilema! the marketting committee forgot some major ingredients so we, the cooking committee panicked and worried... but erm.. *someone* was asked to buy those missing ingredients for us! lol.. poor *he* and at the end of the day we played scrabble and he even gave me a chocolate bar *wheeee*. and tomorrow's the start of our graduation practices!! yehey!!

March 09, 2003

Today is so boring! It's so boring that i almsot finish the "memory lane" entry. lol.. but i didn't. when it actually reached the Grade 10 paragraph, i stopped and took a bath. lol... after i ate lunch and watched the tv while listening to my current playlist.. how entertaining ain't it? XD. I feel like doing a friday five again.. haha but its a sunday and i already answered this week's set of questions! lol.. owel.. i'll just continue on listening to my playlist.. Thi's guy's inlove with you, pare by pareokya ni edgar is soo cute! i love listening to it over and over again. too bad i'm not yet done downloading silvertoes! lol.. i wanna sing that to "chocolate". whuahahahahaha *evil* who the hell's chocolate? she's erm.. the former student council vice president and i hate her along with her set of friends. arte kasi! look at the lyrics: silvertoes -- 'wag ka ng mag-alala hinding-hindi ako in love sa 'yo bakit ba pakiramdam mo pa yata lahat kami ay naaakit mo miss miss pakitigil lang please ang iyong pagpapantasya hindi ka na nakakatuwa and di kami natu-turn on sa kutis mong kulay champarado! XD whuahahaha that line will struck her the most! i'm sure of it! i really can't wait till Monday!! Imagine goin to school just to make fun of a former student council vice president!! *^___^* whuahahahaha.. evilness. this. is. the. result. of. being. bored. in. a .day. with. no. one. to. talk. to.! see what boredness had brought me? XD. i keep on playing with my internet connection.. i have connected and disconnected it for around less than 20 times? XD whuahahahaha... and IRC people are soo dead today! so does the board! how come? this day is so unfair! and boring! >_<

March 07, 2003

woot! there it goes! nyahaha.. if you were wondering what the heck was that?! well you see, earlier, while i was playing around i *stupidly* erase something and uploaded another "blog.htm" that doesnt match with the template in blogger.. lol.. so naturally the page turned *ehem* empty? XD, okay not totally empty but instead of seeing a blog you'll just see the layout and the blogger codes! lol.. how pathetic ne? whuahahahahaha...

[EDIT!]Well I forgot about Friday Five! so here's mine,

  1. 1. What was the last song you heard? -- All the things she said by T.A.T.U.
  2. 2. What were the last two movies you saw? -- Dare Devil and The Ring 0
  3. 3. What were the last three things you purchased? -- 1 white cardbaord, 1 large iced tea, candies!
  4. 4. What four things do you need to do this weekend? -- study for our statistic test this monday, create my visual aids for my defense in economics, study for our thesis defense in english, finish all incomplete requirements.
  5. 5. Who are the last five people you talked to? -- online, dexter, reiko, neira, i-chan, demi. offline, my cousin, Naji, Xol, Miko, Sir Lito.
Wheee... there it goes! btw, its my first time answering! XD[/EDIT!]

Anyway, today's our Junior-Senior Turnover (its a annual thing when seniors [grade 10] turns the "stage" as i may call it...^^; over to the juniors [grade 9] since they are the incoming grade 10 students.. it is also the time when we officially end the current student council officers' term and officially welcome the new batch of student council officers for the next school year.). this year's turnover was held at the school auditorium and gee... eventhough it has aircons and all, its still hot! lol.. I like this year's turnover! its not as solemn as what we did last year but i really liked it! (yeah eventhough its hot...) XD. I liked Cecil's (our class president) prophecy about the class! its soo unique.. its funny yet nice! and i love how she described each one of us on year 2015! LOL.. then instead of eating snack, we sipped champagne instead! lol.. one thing i didn't like about it was, me up on the stage as the class secretary! >__<. NO its not stage fright! I'm a theatre club member and i'm used stading up the stage. its because of the lights.. especially the big spot light! why i hate them? its because they're HOT! i'm already sweating on my seat and as i stand up the stage, i sweat even more! --;;; gaaahhh.... after that, we returned to our classrooms and guess what... the 4th floor comfort room turned into some sort of mural gallery! the "great" works of vandalism! how shameful...

Anyhow, other than the J-S Turnover, we wrote our last formal theme in filipino today. our teacher told us to compose a speech to be addressed to our fellow students. lol.. so basically its all about education right? Filipino is our first subject after flag ceremony, but due to my great stubbroness, i have procrastinated doing it and erm.. ate? haha.. yeah I ate something.. like my breakfast?! =P and i started working on it around after eating lunch, so from 8.30 - 12 i did nothing? nah, i sang and talk, and eat, and talk some more..nyahahaha... and the J-S Turnover has held after lunch, and ended up cramming the whole speech till 5.40 pm. after that we played basketball *wheeeeee*. but while i was working on the speech, i'm also chatting, singing, laughing, and updating our attendace for that day. and *he* was like sitting next to me singing something and the usual, making fun of what i'm doing. lol.. XD (who's he?... gee i dunno, check him out for yourself!)

[EDIT]Edited some typos and added some words. About the "memory lane" entry... i'll just post it in a different page cos if i'll post it here.. O__o nyak! it'll be so looong! so just watch out for it? haha.. yeah maybe i'll start working on it, first lemme recall facts and stuff! XD okies? ciao for now XD[/EDIT]

March 06, 2003

There goes our finals... yeap.. its over... *sigh* and i'm free as a bird! lol.. okay, not really that *free* because i still have some requirements to finish till tuesday next week. ^__^ but owel... at least i'm free with the boring lessons and heavy scheds!! all i need to do now is to finish my livelihood project proposal's defense, thesis defense, a formal theme in filipino, achievement test in math (i wish i could pull my screwed-up grades with this..), oh and for an extra activity, i'll help my teacher to check our computer exam... lol.. imagine to write html codes in a paper as an exam! XD. after that, begins our graduation practices.. borrrriiiing!

Last night, i was planning of putting a summary of my high school life here today, but erm.. this bananaque that i'm currently eating is so hot and that i can't type properly! lol.. look i'm typing with my right and holding a stick on the left. but honestly, i'm too lazy to type the said my so-called high school summary.. maybe i will some other day, like at our graduation day? =P.. aaa stubborness!! XD..

March 05, 2003

Our exams had started yesterday. We had english and economics.. unexpectedly, i was mental blocked on our economics exam... >__<||| waiii... Today, we had our math, cl, and home economics exams... as usual... i plunked my maths up again! but this time, i feel so damn frustrated about it!! i mean, its hot, yes summer is definitely starting alright.. and me flunking up my math for the second time made my head.. okay, as hot as summer? XD anyhoo, because of that i really feel like punching something. actually i did. I did kicked the faculty walls and threw up some notebooks on it... *sweatdrop* nyahahaha... and i almost bullied one of our student teacher... i just hope he didnt get mad at me or something ^__^;;

Now, I need to get my stubborn self to work on a physics requirement... *sigh* so gotta go for now? hehe.. this is great, i need to study early today because we'll have a family dinner later.. but look, its already 5.40 and i haven't even opened any of my books! O__o; whuahahaha.. and thinking that it'll be my least favorite subjects tomorrow, well, except for computer :P. but omg, physics and filipino?! X__x|||||| ... damn dead.. XD

March 02, 2003

Yahooo it's March! and vacation's not that far away from my hands ^o^ *WHUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...* at last.. at looong last! But thinking about my current situation... what will happen to me after high school graduation? ....yeah College starts... *sweatdrop* but i'm not referring to that thing.. i mean, I'll start from nothing again? no friends, unknown classmates, co-ed? X__x;; (eeekkk!), bigger school, new books, new people, new school life, new teachers, more challenge, more projects -__-;;, more other difficult stuff? T.T; (now I feel like crying..).. yadaa yadaa.. come what may....*shakes head* I know I'll overcome this! i'm strong whuahaha.. maan insanity..

Anyway, since i'm graduating and grduating students take their exams earlier than the rest, we'll have our finals this week, this tuesday to be exact. and to think that we still have unfinished projects to complete.. i mean, we still have to defend our thesis in english, to defend my livihood project proposal in economics, to start my computer project, to finalize our investigatory project, and to finish my clearance! ..okay.. to finish our clearance... cos i'm the class secretary and its my job to finish it off with the signatories and such.. thankgoodness it isnt my problem anymore to follow-up what my dear classmate's incomplete requirements.. XD.

since that my host's server went down last week i wasnt able to blog to much lol... this goes for an update: I have made two new layout for this blog but i'll be using this one *current* first i'll just change it whenever i feel like changing it. XD. I have been addicted playing scrabble in school, every recess, lunch and dismissal with my friends. i was told by my teacher to attend a "prayer vigil" that turned out to be a grand rally *sweatdrop*. I was selected as one of the HS Comission for the student council election but i was stuck in the rally so i wasnt able to perform my duty. I really wanted to sing the "Ave Maria" (Latin) but my music teacher said its alreay time so i'll just have to sing it next friday. *sigh* ... hrrrmm.. what else?..ah i see, this oekaki is back! gee finally! and there's this topic here that i love! the one with "Things that Thbbs member would never say". XD.. okies.. that's all i think.. *off to study*

March 01, 2003

o.. hey its back! yehey!! i'm soo happy.. but Jessica says that her bandwidth is almost over... and it was okay.. a bit scary... so i'm now wondering if i'll be moving into another host or be back at pitas or stay here? well.. i love it here at F-Pd.com my F-Pd family is nice and all... especially Jessica... so anyone (who reads stuff here)... help me decide!? pleeeeaassseee?!