Watched What a Girl Wants.. yeap the Amanda Bynes movie! I've always wanted to watch it since i saw its preview... i don't know why. but now, i do. No, i think it isn't appropriate for me to give out a spoiler... by telling the summary of it. of course i'll just keep my mouth shut. The reason i got that 'attached' to it is because, she's like me! I have no father... and my mom's the only person i have. the difference is, in the movie, she wants to see and to know who her father is.. in my case, well, i do want to see my father.. again. i already saw my father and i already know who he is.. and worst part of all... i .. i well, i don't like him that much. i do miss him, sometimes.. to top it up, yes, i would love to see my father again.. after leaving and abandoning us. its hard to grow up without a dad and yeap, i know how she, i mean amanda bynes in the movie, feels. i guess i just have to live with it. i don't have enough money to go and find my father.. he's somewhere in the middle east... or in london.. so.. i guess i just have to wait till he gets back here.. now, i wonder will i ever had the chance to have that father and daughter dance when i turned 18?

Its so sad that my internet connection's so freakin slow today. i hate it, if only i can change back to dsl.. ggrrrr.. too bad my mom won't let me.. and too bad that my money ain't enough.. look, my mom stopped giving me my allowance since its vacation... what luck. this vacation ain't that fun... ;___; i miss my allowance...