Have you ever felt like crying your heart out for no reason at all? Like being depressed for such a simple reason? Have you? Well, I myself have no idea what it is or what so ever� but I really feel like crying for the past 2 days� for no reason at all� as in nothing, but there�s no such thing as nothing right? That�s why I want to know what it is� I�ve been asking myself since yesterday, why do I want to cry? Why is it that I am feeling this great burden inside my heart? Am I having this little paranoia of mine again? What�s so depressing anyway? I am really clueless! What on earth is happening to me?! Can someone tell me? I really want to ease this burden that I�m having� it�s such a great hindrance! I can�t think properly and I keep on procrastinating things that I should be doing� oh for crying out loud can somebody tell me?! Please� help�
Ahahahahahaha� I�m totally out of my mind... don�t you think? Been asking weird questions to myself� I mean very weird questions� lol. That�s why too much depression is bad� very bad for ones health� and laughter is the best medicine for it! I want to laugh out loud� as loud as I can to ease my burden, but alas� I can�t. I can�t smile� well, a smile that�s from the heart� I�ve been faking smiles and laughter since yesterday hehe� would you believe that?! I am that desperate to make myself happy� at least for a while� man, I�m hopeless� so hopeless that I wanna kill myself and die from this agony. Bleh. =P
[edit]I forgot something... plugs! Katie for that really cool photolog! Rachel. dexiemon for flooding gakou with yer oekaki... lmao. MG i'm flooding your guestbook... sorry! & Alex.. the great bully. =P[/edit]
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