few more days to go~

Yep, Few more days to go and its back to hell, i mean SCHOOL for me. Sembreak's over.. ;___; nooooo I dont wanna go back to school yet.. oh well, like I can do something about that. *sigh* school... T.T its like going back to hell for the second time around.. whuahahaha.. darn evil professors.. oh and MATH! hah.. still have math subject next sem... X__X;;;

On the contrary, I wanna go back to school already, been stuck here for the past.. 3 weeks, and did nothing but to sleep and eat. Its so boring! not to mention being moneyless too. T.T;;;

My thoughts are mixed in my head as my mixed emotions runs through me.

Today is one heck of a day for me. It is not as normal as my previous sembreak days.. unsual for some reason, unusual as it is.

Since the last day of our finals, I have been stuck in our house for some time now... and today I must pay my school a little visit. For they will release our clearance and grades today. hah. that's one heck of a good surprise for slumbering students like me to wake up and feel our professor's wrath! LMAO. For once, I was happy to see my classmates again... after a week of not seeing their faces and hearing their voices.. I was delighted to see my friends of course.. most especially some quite a long chit-chat with Naji! hehe! but, in spite of that... I wasnt able to to see my two other hs barkada today... how sad... I miss them so much! Oh and Seth... were a bit worried about her.. she changed a lot since hs.. and yet... oh forget it. I miss the old seth that's all. LOL. hehe.. but she seems to be happy about her new self... so... might as well be happy for her. ^_^;;

Later today, was.. a bit surprising. because dexiemon is back from Canada? wow. LOL. and.. saw my grades!! and omg... I passed my math!! XD. I didnt expect it to happen... nevertheless, I passed. Honestly, I'm not satisfied with my grades, though they are okay... I promise to get a little bit serious next sem!! hehe! erk, those evil profs challenged me for some reason. >=D. As usual, my mom didnt care about my grades.... as long as they are decent. Oh well. and she handed me the money for my enrollement already.. heh.. is that it? as long as i'm giving her decent grades, she'll ignore me like what she'd been doing for the past 8 years? heh.. what am I saying?! :x LOL. as if I care.

Along with my grades, got my new schedule for the next sem too! Heh.. it is s*cky as ever. And I'm hoping that its not yet official because it needs some more changes.. in terms of our professor's other sched with the other sections!! hehe! ^_^;; According to this sched that i got from the office's bulletin board, my heaviest day would be tuesday.. again. luckily, my stupid birthday will be on a tuesday next month.. woot. lucky huh? I wont be celebrating it on that day anyway blah school~. but.. on the lighter side of it, I like my wednesday and friday sched.. hehe! ^_^

Now, I feel guilty and so evil because I'm doing something evil to somebody who have been soo good to me. How hard is that? and how cold can I get? Oh the coldness and the headache. I'm like trapped in a confusing situation that a person can ever get into? Sigh.. help? XD

E D I T :Welcome back blogging people~! & Pretty new layout~! Hrmm.. that's all I think... XD

Unbelievable! Unbelievable!

That... is a quote from New Nonstop's Jung Da Bin. LMAO. I was looking for a korean translation for that sana e but I cant find one.. OH WELL. Actually, I can find one.. but darn I'm already itching to blog... baka mawala pa kasi sa isip ko e! hehe!

Anyhow, Yeash. Its unbelievable alright.. Why? Because, Would you believe.. I actually cleaned our room without being told?! *blink blink* an improvement? *smiles* Uhm.. not only that, After cleaning our room.. I decided to clean my computer and arrange my stuff including my previous plates, materials, brushes, paints, watercolours, pencils, books, etc... whoa... that is something new... or am I that bored to do the cleaning stuff? heh.. whatever it is.. I'm sure mum will be a little bit surprise when she gets home. hehe! ^_^

For some reason, I wanted to be productive these days.. LOL.. Like, I missed drawing stuff, creating random layouts for my sites, etc... *sigh* Oh, and speaking of layouts, I think I wont be having any new ones yet.. heh.. I'm having problem installing photoshop 7.. *curses* I need to have a lower version of adobe photoshop daw. Haaay ewan. nakakainis ano? owel.. I have a reserved layout for my blog naman e! hehe.. pangit nga lang.. like it needs a LOT of editing? XD

Slacking...

The day has come for me to slack. *evil laugh* ...and that's what i've been doing today. LMAO. I woke up around 7am just to eat breakfast cos I'm darn hungry.. ^_^; afterwards I fell asleep and woke up realizing its already lunch. lol. and so I ate... after lunch I watched the replay of new nonstop while txting niichan... then poof fell asleep again. just woke up few minutes ago.. and i'm darn hungry again.. O_O;; I need food~~ but yeah, as usual i'm home alone... no one will cook for me... but then my mum arrived in time :D :D hehe! yay~~~

Erkie, I'm beginning to feel sleepy again.. LMAO. Ugh, speaking of dreamland. I dreamt. LOL. It was a strange dream. I was with niichan.. in an amusement park in between two mall-like structures. we were walking.... and when were about to leave the place we met some friends... it turned black and the next we know were in a haunted maze thingiemajigger. it was scary!! in every turn we see ghosts etc.... they'll turn out to be spoofed or something.. except for one.. darn scary.... he was looking at us.. and for some weird reason i was staring at him back.. red eyes... scary face... oh my gulay.. what was i thinking?! then after that... we were home... and my mom was soo worried.. LMAO. weirdness, niichan was still with me.. and can't remember what happened next.~.

The Long Awaited Sembreak!

Oh yay, time for me to be happy (yeah, inspite of whats happening to my niichan ;__;). Its official as of the moment my last professor checked my final plate for him.. its over! the first sem is over! ^____^ and I am free from plates........ whatever~. yehey~~~ 3 weeks of holiday~ *cheers*

I was suppose to meet niichan today at glorietta... but... mum didnt allow me because of my cousin's birthday celebration.. blaaaah.. anyway... my cousins bugged me as usual.... =__=;;;. Now... what.. I'm dizzy and got some fever. heeeeck! Oh and about meeting niichan... well, we moved it tomorrow.. sunday.. erk.. hope that it'll push through~.

EDIT: Erkie, I forgot to mention this earlier but.. been having this 'pain' for a week by now... i dunno what it is but.... heck.. it is painful. it slowly numbs the lower part of my body.. >.<;; but gradually soothes itself everytime i lay down.... nyahahaha.. hope its nothing bad.. XD

Depressed & Lost

I really wanted to blog today.. for some unknown reason... I'm wondering why..... *pauses* but look.. I wanted to blog but I can't seem to find words to construct a thought. I keep on pausing every now and then thinking what to type or... what. ever. This unusual blockage of thoughts in my head is driving me a little bit insane for crying out loud. I am beginning to loose my equilibrium.. and I wanted it back because I feel soo.. lost? Oh what the heck am I saying?! goodness..~*

*sigh*Did you know that earlier today I felt so... Okay? Yeah, eventhough I'm not feeling well because of some feverish temperature. but at least I was okay... but now... I dunno.. I'm somewhat depressed... So depressed that I wanted to cry out loud while singing a particular song out loud. Geez, I'd really do that if only I will not going to disturb people here in our house who are practically sleeping at the very moment I'm typing this. Funny ain't it? Man, am i that pathetic? My depression's getting worst than I thought... oh life... what did i ever do to deserve such life...

The first sem's about to end and I'm still not satisfied with what i have done for the past months. I feel ashamed for not putting all the effort that I can to my work... I could have done it better. Maybe I'll do that next sem... meaning... maximizing my time for school and to minimize the use of internet. Blah. I'm fond of grounding myself huh? lol. done that before.. I can do it again.. I HOPE. Oiya, I have made 9pm my plate time. LMAO. meaning I'll start making plates by 9 and sneak some time after that to go online.. lmao.

Hell Week has Come.

Finals started today (but it actually started a week ago.. LMAO). Yay!! 4 more days to go.. and wheeeeee... vacation~~. waaiii waaaiii i'm soo excited!! haha.. but must pass this dreaded week... >.<.

I woke up early today....... because i thought that we'll submit the plates for DC early this morning.. but NOOO. heck.. I waited in the classroom for 3 hours and waited in front of the faculty room waiting for our prof till 12.. waaa... darn hungry... O_o;;;

After lunch... we had our fdr finals... waaa.. that... that..... I hate it!!! we had this stupid old chekered crumpled cloth on a chair as our model.. its soo darn hard... gave me some headache, a reddened right hand and some pain in the butt. LMAo. I'd like to kill my prof for asking us to draw that thing.. how rude.. how eviiilll... T.T;;;; I wanna kill him....... *cries*

Oiya, I will work on my final plate for lettering tonight.. Luckily, I can stay up late and can go to school anytime tomorrow.. aww.. soo lucky!! XD then then.. on wednesday.. got morning class only.. yay!!! ^_____^

I'm Back People.... welcome me in?

oh.. hey hey.. whuahahahahahaha.. its baaccck!!!! ^_____^;;

erkie, sorry for not informing people about the change of servers and all which caused the suddent hiatus status of my blog! but now its back. coolness... *cheers* uhm.. be back later... *LMAo*.

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