I thought that i'd only be wastting my time again mailing my dad. For all i know he had forgotten about us. Well, that was just a thought.. and i was wrong this time around.. i guess.. last night i was just checking up mails as usual surprisingly my father replied to what i've sent him the other day. O__o;; now that's somewhat alarming.. lol.. i never really expected that he'll answer that email from his abandoned daughter.. naturally i replied and today i received another reply asking me if i'm willing to move to europe, specifically to london to study and live there with his girlfriend. He also asked me why on earth did i choose to take up advertising instead of nursing.. is he actually starting to care about me?

Now, i'm confused... i'm no longer in focus.. gaaah i can't think!! i can't decide whether i'd accept his offer or not.. i want to go and study in london... but i don't want to leave my mom and my brother here.. i don't want to meet nor live with his fiance.. i don't want to live with a complete stranger in a foreign land.. aaahh its hard to think..

Oh yeah, I didn't know that her father abandoned her too.. how sad ne? *hugs mg* hehe! and speakin of stepfather... i'd soon have a stepmom.. @__@;;;